فقدان الذاكرة

لفترة ليست بالقصيرة تمتد لأشهر وما زالت تستحوذ على تفكيري فكرة واحدة "فقدان الذاكرة"

نعم أتمني أن تصيبني حالة من فقدان الذاكرة أنسى فيها كل شى وكل الناس, أصبح فيها ورقة بيضاء ويكون بأستطاعتي أن أملأها من جديد.

نعم هي فكرة مجنونة ولكني مقتنعة بها لكل قواي العقلية وبكل تأكيد لست تحت تأثير أي مخدر. أتمنى أن تكون هناك طريقة أستطيع بها الوصول لتلك الحالة ولو كانت لفترة مؤقتة, لا مانع لدي من خوض التجربة.

أنا متأكدة أنه شعور رائع أن تبدأ باكتشاف الكون من جديد وتتحسس خطواتك من جديد وتتعلم كطفل وليد يستكشف الحياة بكل حماس ومتعة.

Waiting Expert !

Life is all about waiting from something to happen or someone to come to make a different !

I wonder how is life going to look like without waiting !

Yet, it is the most hated thing to me ! I never stand it and never am able to tolerate it.

How ??!! Practicing !

Everthing in my life is all about waiting which made me a Waiting Expert !

Sheikh Saqer Bin Mohammed Al Qassimi - Ras Al Khaimah Ruler

Sheikh Saqer Bin Mohammed Al Qassimi

Ras Al Khaimah Ruler ( 1918 - 2010 )

A dream is just started to come true :)

The new academic year in the college am working in just started last week.

Students came back after a long summer vacation - most of them as usual were hoping to get more days because of the Eid break - but it didn't and everybody had to start on Monday.

Also we have the new batch high school graduates who start a new step in their life - it just makes me very so happy to see all those girls starting looking for a successful future.

BUT the most amazing wonderful thing happened for me this year is that I started Teaching :)

I am so happy even it is only 1 section and I am under training for 1 year am still very very happy.

Alhamdeallah a dream is just started to come true and Inshallah it will be the dream that fully comes true

All I need now is to work really hard to prove that I deserve this and Allah Inshallah will make this dream comes true.

Pray for me :)

Night of Destiny

Ramadan is coming to its end - 4 more days and we will say goodbye to such amazing month and wonderful inspiring time that you really find your innersole and get to be closer to Allah.

Today is Lylat Al Qader ( Night of Destiny/Power ), Night better than a thousand months, The night which Quran was revealed to Prophet Mohammed PBUH, The night that Allah answer all Muslims Du'aa and prayers.

Inshallah Allah accept from all of us and bless all Muslims all over the world in this blessed month " Ramadan "

Emirati men shun women who study abroad

Emirati men shun women who study abroad

Reading this article made me so annoyed and felt so sorry to still have such mentality !
What the hell with stereotyping Emarati Women who study aboard to be not fit as a wife ! Who the hell give Emarati guys such authority to decide such thing !

Why we don’t think of the version of the story and look for the Emarati guys studying aboard version – are the fit to be good husbands ???

I can see that Emarati guys ( not all of them to be realistic ) feel threatened by any successful woman and all they want to see is a low self esteem woman who is always depending on them and follow them ! They feel fraid of an independent, successful, educated, have a voice and opinion, and have a very high self esteem woman.

I am so sorry to tell you guys – find your courage to do even ½ what those ladies managed to do and be brave enough managed to achieve what Emarati women have achieved.

Emiratis listened to Bill Gates – can they emulate him?

For pretty a long time now I am thinking of starting my own business that I was dreaming of for years now ! “ What stopping you ?? “ many will ask me !

It is all the complicated procedures and steps that would depress anyone would like to start any type of business is stopping me !

Today’s in The National – Sultan Al Qassimi posted a very touchy article that in his words just said what was stopping me and many others like me who are struggling and still on the stage of thinking to open their own business

Emiratis listened to Bill Gates – can they emulate him?

أردوغان

كانت فلسطين تنتظر ذاك الزعيم الذي يهب لها قولا وفعلا – ذاك الزعيم الذي يقف الموقف الشجاع ليرد على سنين من القتل والتدمير والسلب والنهب

كانت تنتظره عربيا يتحدث لغتها – كانت تنظره عربيا يحمل تضاريسها – كانت تنتظره عربيا يمشى خطاها

لكنه جاء تركياً

لله درك يا أردوغان – فعلت ما لم يفعله الزعماء العرب وقفت وقفت شجاعة لم يتجرأ زعيما عربيا على فعلها بعد جمال عبد الناصر فاستحققت حب العرب جميعا ودعمهم لك بكل ما سيجره موقفك الاخير من تبعيات لتركيا على الصعيد السياسي وخسرت دعم الدول الغربية التى كانت تنظر لتركيا على انها جسر التواصل بين الشرق والغرب كونها الدول المسلمة الوحيدة في حلف شمال الاطلسي ولربما ايضا تخسر عضويتها المقترحة للاتحاد الاوروبي

السؤال المهم – كم من الوقت سيبقي أردوغان على مواقفه ؟؟؟ وهل سيسمح له الغرب واسرائيل ان يكمل مسيرته ؟؟؟

The World Cup 2010

With The World Cup around the corner this weekend and the best football teams fighting for glory; there are other type of teams who will go through another type of fighting for life !
Sports fans will be full scheduled for around month for more than 100 hours of TV time with their argument “ It is a once every four years ! “ But what effects will the World Cup have on relationships with everybody around those fans ???

To what extend do you think relationships might be damaged/scratched with most of the fans timing is with The Cup and their families, friends, relatives, colleagues, and others who have no interested in the game ???

A friend of mine took his annual leave from work and told me – as a jock, which I doubt ! – not to call him starting June 11th until July 11th !!!

My advice to you is to try your best and be engaged in the game at least from the news side to have a discussion channel when there are no games taking place “ if you can’t beat them – join them ! “. You also can start have your schedule of things you wanted to do long time ago and have now time because being committed with other plans because you will have a month timeline to finish it with a “ YES go ahead “ green light from the Footy Lovers.

Love you Mom

How old do I have to be for my mother to stop thinking of me as a kid !

I guess all mothers never be able to forget that her cute kids are old enough to take care of her/his self and be able to manage her/his life in a way or another ! I understand how mothers feel yet sometimes it makes you feel like you never did anything in your whole life !

Anyway - I love you mom and I so love it when you treat me like a little baby :)

Starting all over again !

Starting all over again isn’t an easy step to take yet it could be a nice step for me !
I extend my deep apologize for those who used to follow my blog that I have to delete everything

Why – I don’t know !

I just need to have a new fresh start and I will Inshallah this time manage to keep this blog fresh and updated.