6 months !!!!

It is almost 6 month since I visited it my blog !!! And yes it is a long time with many things happened !!!


Thank you to a friend in Twitter who reminded me of one of my posts !!!

It is not that I forgot my blog, but each time I have something to share, I simply delay it till I have a free time to post something. Sadly, I never had the time to do so and I tended to forget.

I think I should set a couple of times a week to write, for the sake of writing, keep this blog alive, and keep a promise I did to my blog when I deleted everything and started all over again ** that turned out to be a bad step I did.  ~_~

Inshallah in the coming posts, I will wrtie about main things happened to me in the last 6 months.

Stay tuned

2012

How awkward entering this New Year and I feel so so different about myself. I seriously noticed that the past 3 new years in my life were different. Yet this year I feel kinda of peaceful and quiet in term of emotions on the personal level.

Nothing much happened for me the last year, yet the few changes/things that happened considered being huge steps in my life AlhamdAllah. I managed to move to teaching, and I am having the most amazing time, even though it is a real hardworking, but once am in class with my students I forget everything and have a wonderful time with them. I also managed to start my doctorate program which will cost me 4/5 years of my life, and for sure it is the worst hardworking ever, yet I am enjoying my time and Inshallah will manage to finish with success. However, THE most important thing in my whole life is that I managed to go for Umrah and had the most amazing unbelievable time AlhamdAllah.


People used to put plans for New Year and give promises of things they will do/achieve, and I used to be that way ! However, this year I won’t !

I will just wish myself a good, happy, lucky and successful year and will let things happen as Allah planed for me. Yet, one thing I will just plan for it, and will work hard for it which is being closer to Allah than ever Inshallah.

Wish you all a good, happy, lucky and successful year.

My first Umrah ever

Last week I went to Saudi Arabia to preform my first Umrah ever. First we went to Al Madeena (City of Prophet Mohammed) for 3 days then we went to Makka for 4 days.

It was unbelievable and such amazing trip that I should have done long time ago. The feeling that I had when I first saw Ka’aba is unbelievable, I seriously can’t descripbe it ! I just felt disconnected from the whole world and felt nothing but being with Allah. My mother, my sister, and I used to spend almost the whole day there in the masjid, we only go back to the hotel to sleep or eat. I wish I can live there near Ka’aba and I need nothing else.

Alhamdeallah, I feel so so fresh and peaceful. I am praying to Allah that I preform Haj very soon Inshallah, and I promised myself to preform Umrah each year as long as I have the time and budget to do so.

My latest updates !

I know it has been so long since I wrote my last blog. Many things happened since July (the date of my latest post). I will try to update my blog more often.

Ramadhan and Eid came and I spent both of them home doing nothing but relaxing, praying, reading Quran and having a great time with family.

September was the change point cause I started my doctorate degree ! (ya finally I did)

Just couple of weeks ago I finished semester 1 and it was the worst 4 months I ever had in my life X_x it really wasn’t easy, I had to read a lot of books and articles, write like hell and most of my assignments feedback makes me look like a student at grade 1 if not kindergarten!

It has been so so long since I wrote an academic paper, and honestly, it wasn’t easy at all.

Alhamdeallah, I managed to finish the first semester, and now waiting for the results. Inshallah I will get a good marks at least to pass this semester !

فقدان الذاكرة

لفترة ليست بالقصيرة تمتد لأشهر وما زالت تستحوذ على تفكيري فكرة واحدة "فقدان الذاكرة"

نعم أتمني أن تصيبني حالة من فقدان الذاكرة أنسى فيها كل شى وكل الناس, أصبح فيها ورقة بيضاء ويكون بأستطاعتي أن أملأها من جديد.

نعم هي فكرة مجنونة ولكني مقتنعة بها لكل قواي العقلية وبكل تأكيد لست تحت تأثير أي مخدر. أتمنى أن تكون هناك طريقة أستطيع بها الوصول لتلك الحالة ولو كانت لفترة مؤقتة, لا مانع لدي من خوض التجربة.

أنا متأكدة أنه شعور رائع أن تبدأ باكتشاف الكون من جديد وتتحسس خطواتك من جديد وتتعلم كطفل وليد يستكشف الحياة بكل حماس ومتعة.

Waiting Expert !

Life is all about waiting from something to happen or someone to come to make a different !

I wonder how is life going to look like without waiting !

Yet, it is the most hated thing to me ! I never stand it and never am able to tolerate it.

How ??!! Practicing !

Everthing in my life is all about waiting which made me a Waiting Expert !

A dream is just started to come true :)

The new academic year in the college am working in just started last week.

Students came back after a long summer vacation - most of them as usual were hoping to get more days because of the Eid break - but it didn't and everybody had to start on Monday.

Also we have the new batch high school graduates who start a new step in their life - it just makes me very so happy to see all those girls starting looking for a successful future.

BUT the most amazing wonderful thing happened for me this year is that I started Teaching :)

I am so happy even it is only 1 section and I am under training for 1 year am still very very happy.

Alhamdeallah a dream is just started to come true and Inshallah it will be the dream that fully comes true

All I need now is to work really hard to prove that I deserve this and Allah Inshallah will make this dream comes true.

Pray for me :)

Love you Mom

How old do I have to be for my mother to stop thinking of me as a kid !

I guess all mothers never be able to forget that her cute kids are old enough to take care of her/his self and be able to manage her/his life in a way or another ! I understand how mothers feel yet sometimes it makes you feel like you never did anything in your whole life !

Anyway - I love you mom and I so love it when you treat me like a little baby :)

Starting all over again !

Starting all over again isn’t an easy step to take yet it could be a nice step for me !
I extend my deep apologize for those who used to follow my blog that I have to delete everything

Why – I don’t know !

I just need to have a new fresh start and I will Inshallah this time manage to keep this blog fresh and updated.